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Postby Fektilar В» 30.08.2019

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Not sure why I'm even writing on here. I've read all the stories. Some are worse then mine and some are better. But they all seem to have s similar ending.

We lose money, and feel terrible about it in a number of different ways for different reasons and at different levels. We all love to gamble on different games but the outcome seems to always be the same. We can't stop whether we win or lose. And at the end of the day the house will always win if you play long enough. I have a plan. I had a plan. I'm going to do this. I'm going to do that.

The only thing to do is to stop gambling and put my life back together one small piece at a time. I've relapsed more times then I can remember at this point.

I've said I'm going to quit hundreds of times. I've said I hate myself and why do I do this hundreds of times. I'm tired of saying that. I want to care about myself and appreciate who I am. I want to love life and enjoy living everyday. I want to not be stressed about money when I work very hard. I've currently lost again after winning. I've done it many times these last few weeks. I pissed it all away again and again. I've figured out every way possible to gamble. The only thing that will stop me right now is hiding all access to money.

What little I have left. I literally can't have any money available to myself. It's crazy but that's how bad I know I am. I was cleaning out my place earlier because I have to move. I found this old poetry book that an ex-girlfriend gave me about 20 years ago. I opened it up and read the first page.

I've been gambling on this site for that long. This book was given to me while I was in college back in On the next few pages she writes in it how much she loves me but that all I do is watch sports and sit around gambling and how it really bothers her that I don't see more in myself and that she doesn't want to be around it.

She wants to be around someone who loves life more and wants to do better in their life. She broke up with me later on that year. If gambling was going to work for me and I was going to win wouldn't I have won by now? Wouldn't I be really good at it by now and wouldn't all my plans have worked by now? Would;t my life be full of great things and shown't I have a good sum of money as I've worked very hard all these years and have made some decent money?

Where are all the good things that have come from my decision to continue to gamble? Where and how can I show myself or prove to myself that any of it was worth it? If I was at all proud of it would;t I be telling friends, colleagues, and family members how much I do it and how good I am at it? Shouldn't you be good at anything after 20 years of practice?

How can I have played and practiced at this for that long but continue to loose? The truth is because I'm not a professional or I could walk away when I win.

I'm a compulsive gambler who can't stop and is playing to either self destruct, get a dope rush in my brain, escape my boredom, or runaway from a feeling or memory I might not even understand.

I know all this and yet I keep gambling. I can't stop. I lie to myself that I want to stop. I lie to myself that I like to play. Tomorrow will be my th day 1. But this time I'm doing it.

I'm going to start winning the only way that's truly proven to work. By not gambling and focusing in on me, my family, and work. I am challenging myself to do better. I'm the only one that can do this for me. I'm the only one that will care if I do this or not. Either I stop now or I will have a sad rest of my life. If I can stop now I can salvage a better life for myself. I'm confident I can do this.

I need support. I need GA. I need to make sure all access to money is not available. I need to fight the urges when they come now and when I have money again.

I need to love myself. Hi Jonny, If you have enough money left it would be really positive to buy a gambling blocker for all your devices.

Gamblock or betfilter are good. This will at least restrict access. It is also a good idea to cut off your Access to money by perhaps getting someone else to manage it for now. I hope this helps and I hope this is your last day 1. It is a horrible addiction and one we all deserve to be free of. Today is day 1 and it's hard.

All I can do is think about gambling for some reason. I don't have much money left. I'm in debt up to my eyeballs. The only money I have us borrowed. It's strange how addicted we become to placing a bet.

When thunking about it it's just dumb. To risk money that we have or don't have on the outcome of a sport or flip of a card. Another person on here was correct when saying the house has the edge. Even though it's a small edge on some game they will get you eventually. It's just math. Today is day 1 and there will be no more. The disease have taken it's last chunk of my life from me. Later gambling. Excellent first post and so damn true. I know that I have done the same thing, rummaged through some old notebooks and have found gambling information in there.

Real sad. I remember one time I found a notebook from my college days and I had jotted down some poker theory notes in it. Thanks again for the post. It's such a strange disease. I have been doing it for over 20 years now. I had the best times in my life this last year when I wasn't gambling.

It's weird to me that I know I felt best then and had the best time in my life. But yet continue down a road of destruction. And for what? Some money that doesn't change anything once you do have it.

Here on the forum you can share your experiences in a safe, supportive and accepting environment. So, share as much or as little as you like but do try to stick to keeping just one thread in this forum so people know where to find you if they want to be updated on your progress or share something with you.

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